I hate relying on my heart.

And not knowing whether or not what you're feeling is right. I hate overestimating emotions. I hate believing that everything is okay, just to fall flat on your face and realize it isn't. I will never know how real things are from your perspective, I only know my side of the glass, and I hate it. I wish I was all knowing, I hate the risk that comes with trusting. I hate the crack that never goes away when someone loses your trust.